BLURRY!!!
Mood:  blue

When i wake up this mornin....but still lyin here n my bed.....wondrin if im really awake or just dreamin?...coz i cant hardly move im to weak to get up....seems like im trap in a dark portal, cant hear any sound except for this heartbeat. looks like my heart wants to get out of me and explode.....i close and open my eyes again just to make sure im really awake,....silence still eats me...starin at the four corners of my room,....make me realize that loneliness and sadness is eating me whole.....knowing the world outside is happy and beautiful ....asking myself why im still here?...is this the life that i really want?...is this the feeling that i really want to feel?...so many questions and so many answers....but still, "WHAT IS THE BEST ANSWER???? thinkin of someone u really LIKE but dont want you...makes you feel really down...but think of the feelings that you're offering for her will lessen the load!!!thinkin of someone loves you can make a lot to make things possible, I GUESS LOVE MOVES IN A MySTERIOUS WAY!!!...VERY UNPREDICTABLE U NEVER KNOW WHEN ITS GONNA COME....U JUST REALIZED IT ALREADY STRUCKED YOU SO BAD!!!DAMN!!!(ToT)
QUOTE: ONE NIGHT THE MOON SAID TO ME,"IF SHE MAKES YOU CRY, WHY DON'T YOU LEAVE HER?" I LOOKED BACK AT THE MOON & I SAID, "MOON, WOULD YOU EVER LEAVE YOUR SKY?"

Mood:  not sure
ok listen coz im gonna sing: "HAPPY ITS SO NICE TO BE HAPPY, SHA LA LA LA!!!....DAMN im not LOL hahaha!!!.....im trying to be fine.....i wonder whose gonna make me happy or smile?....ive been doing a lot of things just to make myself busy....OMG! IM ACTING SO FUCKIN WEIRD! lol (sigh)...sha la la la!!! hahaha.... damn!!! i miss someone???????....tsk..tsk...(sigh) quote: it drives you crazy, it makes u jealous, it makes u sad, it causes sleeples nights, it even breaks your heart, come to think of it, is it healthy to fall in love??? what do u think??? c",)

Mood:  down
im sorry lindsey......i dont mean to hurt u...sorry.....(ToT)

Mood:  not sure
ummmmm...????? all i know im ok...but somethin is bothering me...but dont ask i wont tell...it really drive me crazy im serious...feel like im lost! i cant make it go away, im confused really....im playin this coz this is 1 of my fav song specially when im down....(ToT)....